I know, I know posting drought and then two in one day. So shoot me!
Sir has been practicing hypnosis for some time, I am a willing guinea pig. He has tried such things as, making me not like chocolate (didn't work) giving me more self confidence (well I have that, but it may be his overall effect on me) and now I asked if he could help me to become his perfect submissive.
Now I'm not stupid and I'm aware that what in effect I'm doing is giving him carte blanche to turn me into whatever he wants, but I guess that is what I really want. I do have an amazing trust in him and know that he will not do anything that will compromise me in any way. And in reality I feel that if you really do not want whatever it is that is being suggested to you, It cannot happen (for example: who wants to give up chocolate?).
So am I wrong? Is this effectively brainwashing and if so, so what? I'm fairly sure if I were to discuss this with my vanilla friends they'd tell me I was bonkers - well I already am. How can it be wrong to allow the person you need to change for, to help, or rather have total control on the changes that are required.
It's rather a moot point as I have allowed him to do what he wants and will continue to do so, but I guess I do like to share!
Wednesday, 8 August 2007
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I'll say it this way, being a hypnotist myself. It all matters on two things. His skill and your trust. If he's good, and you are as willing as you sound, then the only thing that will really be stopped are those that go against instinctual things. Remember this, as well, that all hypnosis can be removed within an extent. So, This is brainwashing, but the good kind. lol
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